Monday, May 21, 2012

Speedy recovery dear!

Today is one of the best day of my life! This morning Dr. Shankar from SGH told me that he see signs of recovery in Dear's heart! Hopefully when his lungs improved, his heart is also gradually improving, thus skipping the BiVAD and by the end of the month, he can get off ALL assisted device!

I have to admit that, from the day he was admitted, he had never let me down. Everyday, though most of the time he is not showing much improvement, at least I feel glad that he is not getting worse. Though the improvement of his lung stop for these 2 days, but it is mostly due to him being on bed for so long. Maybe in 2 or 3 more days, doctor will perform operation to reduce the fluid.

Hmm...ever since I know that Dear keep his past dating history from me, I had been wondering to myself why must he lie to me that he had no previous relationship? Should I believe what he told me or should I believe what I heard? Recently I met that girl and I find her quite pretty and I felt inferior for she dress better than me and my MIL seems to prefer her than me. Think that is because she know how to console people? Never talk to her so don't really know her. I will have to wait till Dear gets better before I can grill him!!! Most important thing now is for me to make him get better so that I can grill him later...

Another worth mentioning is, I told my MIL how I feel. I told her to ask me any questions she want and I also told her that I de stress by talking and laughing more with the nurses. Hopefully, she can understand that I do care for her son, MY HUSBAND AND ANGIE'S FATHER!

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