Today, I felt very tired and helpless. I felt like complaining to my husband but he is in ICU. I know this is going to be a long and tiring process but as long as he remains stable and improving, I can really set my mind at ease. Operations are unavoidable but I trust the surgical team and NUH caregivers that they will do their best. So far, the nurses and doctors had been a great help in taking care of my husband and I really appreciate that deeply.
What tires me out and pissed me most is my mother in law. Here we are, doing our very best to motivate my husband and there she is, crying almost everyday and today she went overboard by crying loudly in the public, telling my parents how pathetic her son was after getting married! I admit that I am not an obedient daughter in law but I am not afraid to say that I played my role well! Everything that her son said to her, be it my message or a final decision made after some discussion, it's his problem not wanting to explain further. Why must she deduce that her son was scared of me, thus don't dare to explain further? What makes me angrier is, she told my parents that her son is very thrifty and she worried that he does not have enough to spend. Sounds like I am spending all his money when in actual fact, we keep our account separate!!! I felt so wronged!!! What can I do? I can't confront her nor defend myself!!! During this critical period of time, I had to be strong for my husband and Angie! I really don't have more energy to bother about her. Blame me if she want! I am not going to care so much. If my husband wake up and also think I don't do enough for him, as much as his mother, I will be so depressed and disappointed. All his mum does is cry all day long while both his sister and me are motivating the other relatives and him! Not that I am trying to claim credit. I just want to feel appreciated!
Now my focus is mainly in Angie and my blogshop. Like what I always told my husband in his ear, he just need to take care of his own body while I take care of the things outside.
Anyway, from this incident, I know who is true friends and who really help me a great deal. Thanks Christina, Benny, Lawrence and Chuanghui for helping me to motivate my husband and show me support. Thanks my sister in law and my brother ZhiWang who always give me the positive mindset and motivates me and my husband. Thanks to Meijun, Meiqi and Joyce for talking and joking with me to make me forget the problems. Thanks to ChyeHong for helping me settle all the billing issue so that I got one problem less to settle. Thanks to Jasmine, Libao and YenMin for helping me inform Mediatek relevant department on my husband situation and insurance claims. Thanks to 七佬王 for helping me to revive my husband life. Thanks to my grandma, parentss, CaiHong, CaiDi CaiYun and ZhiCheng for helping me to take care of Angie and also talk to me so that I won't think too much. Thanks to my husband's relatives for accompanying and talking to my mother in law so that she will not think too much. Last but not least, those who visited my husband! Thank you very much for taking your precious time to visit him even though he was unconscious.
Yawn...time to sleep...tomorrow still need to wake up early to visit my husband...
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